Hey everyone. Right now I am in my grandparents' house using their computer to update everyone. It's been a long-ass road since my last update. The weather is changing, making things pretty yet unbearably cold in the last few days. I am now a carhop (server) at a local Sonic. I skate around, delivering food and drinks to everyone that orders. I'm still irresponsible with money lol. I'm still smoking. I'm still...me I guess. Well, I have something to look forward to: one of my managers!
Call me crazy, but I prefer older women. To my understanding, she is in her mid-twenties and has two kids. I gave her my number yesterday and my manager started to text me later that day. She got as bold as to ask me to the movies! I know it hasn't been long enough to say, "I remember back in high school..." since I just graduated earlier this year; however, I feel like I'm back in high school. Having a crush on a "junior/senior" and I am the nerdy/geeky (gerd for short)kid waiting to be pounced upon by the older guys for flirting with one of their "members" lol.
As far as family, not much is new. The eight-month old is started to say a few words, the three and five year olds are still afraid of the dark and fight/cry non-stop lol. My mom has been worn thin with the lack of support my twelve-year old sister and I should be giving. I pay my rent but the chores are always iffy.
I've been thinking about my ex-girlfriend and my high school days. About some things I should have waited for. Things I've done and said, some I'm proud to say I've done and others...well we all have regrets. It's times like these that I truly believe I am either loco or bipolar. Wouldn't surprise me with the way my father's been acting lately lol. Speaking of which, I don't think I'll be talking to him much anymore since my last run-in with the so-said "father".
My dad is notorious. He complains about never sleeping, it's a wonder he's still alive! See, I have a hypothesis that he stays up all night trying to think of ways to fuck with other people's lives. He told my mother I am a pedofile, that she should sleep with one eye open. To never leave my sisters alone with me. He called me a monster and that I wanted to eat human flesh and watch the life ebb away as I drain their blood. Most of you readers know me, do I ever come off as this type of person? I went off on him and told him to send the proof that he claimed to have on all of this. Guess what? It never showed up. I'm tired of his games, I'm his son and he may be my biological dad, but he'll never be my real father. So he can stuff it where the sun doesn't shine!
Well that's enough for tonight. Good night my fellow blog-readers!
Bomber1892
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