From February 23, 2010 to present, I have been living in fostercare. My foster family has provided not only the basics from which I have never recieved from my previous family, but my first cell phone, my Learner's Permit, and possibly a car. However, I still have issues that come back to bite my rear in the end.
My dad is still being difficult. He's turning my siblings against me and won't talk to me. We are supposed to try for a mature, adult relationship, but he won't do it unless he feels like I have gone down the road that he feels I need to go down. Well, I have a question: "How in the Hell is he supposed to know unless he talks to me?" If anyone has an answer, I would love to hear it. This man, I practically beat my head against walls just to try to please him and it never works. It is getting to the point where I'm going to say f- it! He is not cooperating and I am trying my best to establish something here.
My foster brother thinks he can boss me around and he's only 15. He acts like a know-it-all and it bugs the Hell out of me. Not only does he act like that, but chases his little brother and I with knives. Knives! However, today my therapist said that he might actually be jealous. That because his little brother and I get along better than he and his little brother do, that that is why he is jealous. I never thought of it that way.
Hi Matt,
ReplyDeletePlease don't get mad, you mentioned your blog to S the other day and I already knew she had a blog. So I assumed she would have a link to yours. This is the asian girl of the group btw. Feel free to talk to me during school or just email me.
Matt, You're a great person. I know your foster brother can be... a little off... but you can get through it. From what what you've told me today I see that you're strong and you have been through a lot, so I know you can handle it. We've both dealt with a lot of shit lately, but I think that we can both get a handle on it and keep going. Know you can talk to me anytime you want. I don't care if it's 3 in the morning, I'll answer my phone if you need to talk. =]
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