Monday, December 19, 2011

Update On My Life ;)

Well, I haven't done much lately. Had a few things interesting happen at Sonic though lol. Right now I am typing away at my Grandpa's birthday party so hopefully it's not so choppy.

So far at Sonic: We had the scan machine (that is the device that allows us carhops to know what stall gets what tray and how much it is) go out. We had to give every bill to either the crew leader or the manager on shift. So as you can imagine that would've been one helluva day.

So far at home: Well, my mother started dating again (finally lolz). He is really, REALLY cool. He and I have our guy time and I'm pretty sure he's living with us (Not sure if Mom gave him the news). Once again, I cannot disclose names. He is colored and I don't think that should matter. I've never need another gentleman such as he except for myself. I believe he will either be a good experience or, if he's here to stay, a good step-father.

So far in my personal life: I started talkin to this one chick in Arkansas. A white, single mother. She is 20 and real cute. However a little on edge, saying that she wants a baby with me and that she loves me. I'm all like, "Fuckin A! Slow down, I just wanted to chat. You bringin up babies and shit..." So she's aight (for now). I let her know my boundaries and she told me hers (not much there).
That manager I had a crush on has stopped communication except at work...oh well. Her loss and it is for the best. She's my manager for Christ Sake!

I have been patient with life so far. However I am ready for a change. My goals for the next week are going to be more bold (not illegal >=I). I just wish I could have someone to hold at night, ya know? Anywho, no more crying over past mistakes. I've made some plans this week with family and friends. Hopefully to get outta the house lol. I got a new game today, Kane and Lynch 2: Dog Days and a new controller...fuckin epic.

There is a ton of family over tonight. Cousins I haven't seen for two weeks and cousins I haven't seen in about six years. So there are some emotions flying around. Most of joy, some are underlying hate...but somehow we can all coexist. I love that word: Coexist.

We all need to coexist, whether it's druggies and non-druggies, religious and non-religious, white and colors of the rainbow (even Smurfs too). Without coexistance, there will be no world-wide peace. Love is strong, and to love your enemy takes more strength.

Until next time my fellow readers,

Bomber1892

Friday, December 2, 2011

So Far So Good...I Hope

Hello fellow readers! I know it's been a while...again. I have just been busy at work lately. I have some bits of info some may like to read about. Other's, well you clicked the button to enter so not my fault lol.

I worked on Thanksgiving and got time and a half for a good 5 1/2 hours. That would bring me up to....let's see: $6.75 an hour lol. Work has been great, I'm doing pretty well and I always look dashing in blue and red...jk. I'm pretty decent on skates now as well. However, it saddens me when I see couples in the vehicles together. I know, sappy and boohoo/wa-wa. Somebody call the Wa-mbulance! Regardless, I try to keep a smile on my face and a skip in my stride. That's all I can do these days.

Speaking of work and relationships, turns out that manager I've been talking about only wants to be friends, and she's not doing so hot at that either.

I've recently been working on writing lyrics like Eminem, not drugs or screwing women...just the fucked up shit I see, hear, and read about. If any of you get the chance, listen to Mumford and Sons, the two best songs I've heard so far: Little Lion Man and Thisle and Weeds. They are amazing!

Haven't heard anything from my dad lately, thank God! I still wish he'd grow up and actually be a father. Not having a father-figure around is definitely messing with my mojo.

I've found lately that I use words that most do not use these days. For example: wee (as in small), okie dokie, hezzo (hello), and some others. I knew I was an odd one, just didn't know to that extent O.o

I honestly don't know what else to talk about, I need to start keeping a journal or some kinda spread sheet for whenever anything significant or interesting happens around here. I do know this: I miss all my friends in Kansas. They kinda made me who I am today. It's funny how the little things matter. A saying goes, "You don't know what you have until it's gone" is so true. I think of the laughs, the trials, and the completely crazy ass antics that some of us did. Especially in Spanish class!

Well, that's all I have for now. Readers: Keep on keepin on.

Your Blogger,
Bomber1892

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Life is Sick!....Can I Have Some More?

Hey everyone. Right now I am in my grandparents' house using their computer to update everyone. It's been a long-ass road since my last update. The weather is changing, making things pretty yet unbearably cold in the last few days. I am now a carhop (server) at a local Sonic. I skate around, delivering food and drinks to everyone that orders. I'm still irresponsible with money lol. I'm still smoking. I'm still...me I guess. Well, I have something to look forward to: one of my managers!

Call me crazy, but I prefer older women. To my understanding, she is in her mid-twenties and has two kids. I gave her my number yesterday and my manager started to text me later that day. She got as bold as to ask me to the movies! I know it hasn't been long enough to say, "I remember back in high school..." since I just graduated earlier this year; however, I feel like I'm back in high school. Having a crush on a "junior/senior" and I am the nerdy/geeky (gerd for short)kid waiting to be pounced upon by the older guys for flirting with one of their "members" lol.

As far as family, not much is new. The eight-month old is started to say a few words, the three and five year olds are still afraid of the dark and fight/cry non-stop lol. My mom has been worn thin with the lack of support my twelve-year old sister and I should be giving. I pay my rent but the chores are always iffy.

I've been thinking about my ex-girlfriend and my high school days. About some things I should have waited for. Things I've done and said, some I'm proud to say I've done and others...well we all have regrets. It's times like these that I truly believe I am either loco or bipolar. Wouldn't surprise me with the way my father's been acting lately lol. Speaking of which, I don't think I'll be talking to him much anymore since my last run-in with the so-said "father".

My dad is notorious. He complains about never sleeping, it's a wonder he's still alive! See, I have a hypothesis that he stays up all night trying to think of ways to fuck with other people's lives. He told my mother I am a pedofile, that she should sleep with one eye open. To never leave my sisters alone with me. He called me a monster and that I wanted to eat human flesh and watch the life ebb away as I drain their blood. Most of you readers know me, do I ever come off as this type of person? I went off on him and told him to send the proof that he claimed to have on all of this. Guess what? It never showed up. I'm tired of his games, I'm his son and he may be my biological dad, but he'll never be my real father. So he can stuff it where the sun doesn't shine!

Well that's enough for tonight. Good night my fellow blog-readers!

Bomber1892

Sunday, October 2, 2011

WOW....

Has it really been this long since my last post? Holy cow I have a lot to catch up on. Where do I begin? Hmm, well for starters: for those of who whom have been nagging me to write, lol thanks. I need that kind of push right now lol.

August: In August, I got a job at a mexican grill. It was pretty fun for a bit, then quickly went sour. Why some of you may be asking? I had my heart broken for the first time. My girlfriend at the time told me we should take a break because I was too clingy (if calling once a day for 20 mins and hardly texting clingy...well then I'm guilty). It was a slow month for me and I haven't heard anything from her. Guess I'm a thing of the past =(...OH WELL XD!!!
I bought the movie Kick-Ass...loved it. My favorite superhero was HitGirl, a 12 year old girl whom is totally lethal in every possible way. Give her a weapon...she'll dominate XD.

September: Lol, notice how in August I used the past tense when talking about my job? That is due to the fact that I have already lost it due to my "lack of hours and commitment" when they had control over my hours and I had open availability. This one manager (Satan's wife) always had it in for me ever since I had a small episode when my ex broke up with me.
Next, my mother had bought a fixer-upper and it was going great, now in two more months we'll be moving again. Lol, the next one is in a better neighborhood and in much, much, MUCH better condition. Hopefully this one has grass XD.

October: I know it's only two days into the month; however, that is irrelevant XD. Yesterday I went to a small family reunion, hardly knew anyone there lol. Today, nothing special just watched a grotesque 2-hour General Conference for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latterday Saints. I hate religions of all sorts. I'm agnostic and I like to keep it that way. If religion starts being shoved down my throat...I get moody. I do believe in a higher power but not in religion. All it's ever done is create problems (war, death, and prejudice).

Things I don't know which month they happened in XD: I'm already back on the dating scene (fyi I hope some of you laugh but it seems I lack the gene where talking to girls is smooth and easy [thanks Dad...not]). I don't know what I'm doing wrong but I guess most women go for looks. Shallow, shallow, shallow. So if anyone has any advice, please comment. Lol, however if you say "Just be yourself"...I'm gonna kick your teeth in...jk. Tried that, keeping to it, because I'm not a fake ;)

Well I gotta go, hope this was satisfactory to you all.

Your Blogger,
Bomber1892

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Hey fella's. I know I haven't kept my promise to keep all of you updated. I will tell you this...it's been a long couple weeks. On July 6th of this year, I left my amazing girlfriend to catch up with family and become financially stable. It has been rough with pretty much three new sisters who cry, scream, and complain a ton. I miss my girlfriend very much everyone, and if she's reading this I just wanna say I love you very much.

I am only staying with family for a year, then I am moving back out to where my girlfriend is. I don't know if her and I are going to share an apartment or not; I'd want to but she's in college and all.

It's true that you really don't know what you have until it's not there or gone. =(

Well, today is a conjoined birthday party for two of my sisters and supposed to be getting some good stuff today (not telling what it is). I definitely have to congratulate my mother on keeping her sanity with these two...I've wanted to lock them in their bedroom multiple times already. However there are laws against that kind of stuff so now it's just down to the lectures and demanding respect towards others.

My grandparents have found out I still smoke out here...oopsy! Oh well, I am not going to change for anyone other than myself. If I did, what would that say about me? That I'm a push-over or I respect others' opinions? That I am stubborn or uncaring? I am not sure, but I like smoking and will quit when I find a good reason or when I'm dead. Not sure what else I'm supposed to say about that.

I've been thinking about the readers of my blog. About getting more attached to them and connecting a relationship. How about this: we can run a trial of sorts. Comment on my blog about a topic you want to find out about and a way to contact you virtually (via facebook, myspace, or e-mail [personal/school/work]).

Your Blogger,
Bomber1892

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Almost A Year Anniversary!

Wow, so it's almost been a year since my last post. Sorry for not keeping up on the updates. I missed blogging and finally found the chance to work on it again. I have a new addition to my blog, her name is disclosed; however, she is my girlfriend (so sssshhhh! lol). Where do I begin, shit got unbearable at the Carroll's and I decided to move out. Court procedures and I had to move in the my ex-assistant manager for two weeks. Oh, yeah, forgot to mention that I have recently been unemployed. There was a ton a fun inbetween though, thanks to my girlfriend. I've partaken in some "fun" activities and developed a bad habit or five.
I plan on visiting my grandparents and mother in New Mexico this summer. They say that my girlfriend and I have to spend the night in separate rooms...time to put on the Ninja Suit...lol. I am such a nerd. Oh, well.
My gay uncle's lover died, I'm going to miss him. He was such a awesome dude. I would like to take time to offer up a period of silence..........
My thoughts are everywhere, I plan on documenting my girlfriends adventures and she agreed to it. So here is the basics and almost chronological order:
*We met by coincidence. I was at the local gas station buying some smokes. Then this cute little redhead came in and took out her id and debit card. My first thought was, "She's buying smokes". I guess correct. The best thing about this: I waited outside to start a conversation with her. I was nervous as fuck, I've had a crush on her ever since second semester started. She came outside with a pack of Marlboro Red's, "You have a light?" she asked. I replied, "Yeah." and lit passed her my lighter. We chatted for a few and then we hung out with each other at her place. Climbed a tree and traded numbers.
*Day 2 I offered up some Rock Fest tickets.
*We haven't skipped a beat, we started going out after two weeks of some intense moments. (I will say this, you can never slow down with her. Move, run, and hope that at the end you have your answer). It's been fun. My girlfriend and I have not missed a day of hanging out. It's like we're living together except with two houses.
*Most importantly, I believe I am falling for this one (gestures to girlfriend). I am finally happy and content. I didn't really expect all this to happen. Life truely will never seem to stop amaze me.
Until later my fellow Blog-Reader's,
Bomber1892

Monday, August 16, 2010

My Little Trip

Once again, I have been lazy with the blogging. Oh, well. But it's like I said before: "Life is great." And in thruth, it's just getting better and better. For the first time in three years, I finally saw my little sister. I also got to visit my grandparents whom I haven't seen in almost as long. For those of you who don't know: I am a huge Grandma's Boy. There has been so much happiness going through the atmosphere that I have never been happier. It sinks into my pores and it is more addicting than Monster, Red Bull, or any other energy drink. Still talking to the woman who took me and a few others to the country concert. She's great, I laugh a ton when I talk to her.
Wednsday I flew down here. Ate pizza with my Aunt and Uncle and their three girls.
Thursday I was home alone for a few hours, then Grandma came home and we watched movies. For dinner I had my favorite dish: My Grandma's Chicken 'n' Enchiladas!!!
Friday we went to some Aztec Ruins. That was a great experience, tons of pics. Had dinner at a chinese, japanese, shoot they all look alike restaurant.
Saturday Grandma and I drove up to a small town to meet up with my little sister. I waited an hour after two hours of driving. Then she walked up to McDonald's and I ran up and picked her up and hugged her. I was crying, my sister was crying, and Grandma was crying. All of us ate at Mcdonald's, after that we drove around to find a park to sit and chat. Didn't find one so we sat down on a grassy lawn in the back of some motel. We chatted for hours, the people she's staying with care a lot for her, that is good. When it came to the time when we had to leave, all of us got emotional. Before she left, I showed her one of my favorite songs: Family Tree by Cherie Call. That brought up fresh tears. It was so hard to say bye. I promised her it wouldn't be another three years before I saw her again.
Sunday was my b-day. I am 18 finally. We went to Sacrement at 1-2:10, changed clothes and was out the door by 3:30. Drove up the my Great Grandparents' house and picked them up. Drove up to something called the Bar-D, where a country musical group called the Bar-D Wranglers was founded 34 years ago and apparently had some new members to the the age of the old ones. Got a couple things there, a dvd and something else.
For the rest of my stay...I have no clue what is going on, but I will blog about it later on. Ta ta for now!!!